Duane
Cottrell

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BIOGRAPHY

 

Duane is married with two children.  His wife's name is Elisa, his son's name is Jack, his daughter's name is Carson

He is a former youth minister, a failed church planter, and a struggling Christian who is currently unemployed.
Along with his wife and daughter, he lives with his parents in San Antonio, TX, and is eagerly awaiting his 30th birthday. He has never written a book

I'm a husband, a father of two, a choral conductor, a graduate student, a christ-follower, a thinker, a speaker, a writer, a mac user, a subaru driver, a jazz lover and a blogger.  My life started in high school when I met Elisa. She and I both felt a calling to ministry, though in different capacities. I went to LSU with a scholarship in music. She went to the University of Illinois. Upon graduation, faced with a choice between teaching music or entering church work, I chose the church. I got married to Elisa. I entered and graduated from a seminary that will remain nameless. After three years, Elisa and I felt God saying "go," so we packed up all we had and moved to southern California on faith. Lived on the grace of God and others while working (for free) in a high school ministry that blew my mind. I then felt called to start a new kind of church for a younger generation. I went to the Young Leader's Network "re:Generation Forum" at Glorietta where I heard Stan Grenz, Len Sweet, Brian McLaren, Doug Pagitt, Dieter Zander, and others. I got inspired. I left so. cal. and moved to Raleigh-Durham, NC. For four years Elisa and I laboured in love over The Village. We met fantastic people. We shared lives deeply. We all were changed. The Village ran out of money. We got hurt. Cason Taite was born. I discovered Church of the Saviour in Washington, D.C. We moved in with my parents in San Antonio. I started teaching music in a high school. Jackson Thomas was born. I moved to Denton, TX to study choral conducting at the University of North Texas. I finished my MM and began my DMA in choral conducting.  Interests: my family, the emerging church, choral music, film, computers, jazz, lsu tigers, san antonio spurs, miami dolphins, cooking, photography, tennis, golf, camping, skiing, sailing.
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LOOKING FOR CHURCH (from his blogspot)
by Duane Cottrell Monday March 21, 2005 (emphasis added)

 

People keep asking me where I'm going to church. I'm only slightly annoyed by that question because I realize that most people ask it out of genuine concern for me, and they have no other way to quantify my spiritual life. When someone else asks where I am going to church, I usually do them the courtesy of assuming they mean, "how are you doing spiritually."
In any case, it always leaves me scrambling for words to express my dissatisfaction with church as a whole and my hopeful expectations of what a church should be like. The former elicits a certain defensiveness in people because, after all, it is their church I am dissatisfied with. The latter prompts most people to say something to the effect of, "well, no church is perfect." Of course, I am not looking for a perfect church. I'm looking for a church that closely resembles what I believe is the Biblical model for Church.
My first issue is primarily theological, and therefore requires a look beneath the surface of most churches. I feel that the church in America has embraced a very self-centered gospel. We begin our sharing of that gospel by promising that "God loves you and has a plan for your life." Somewhere later on down the line we misquote Jeremiah and say that God's plan is "to prosper you and not to harm you." What we end up with is a large group of hopeful believers who expect God to keep them from harm and make their lives prosperous and successful. I would like to see a church that acknowledges the fact that God has a plan for His people collectively, not necessarily individually, and if we willingly join our life with His, we may very well lose our individual life for the collective good of God's Kingdom. The life of a Christian may be filled with difficulty, struggles, pain and suffering, much of which has nothing to do with our faith. God has never promised to keep us from these kinds of things, and many American Christians who believe He has will be hurt and confused when something bad happens. Church should be a place to work through those issues without using the phrases, "God has a plan," and "everything happens for a reason."
A closely related theological issue is the end goal of the Gospel. Much of our evangelism is based on the reward of eternal life. "Pray this prayer so you can go to heaven when you die. In the meantime, here's a Sunday school class, a choir, a mission trip and an offering plate to keep you occupied until you do." The truth is that the Gospel is an invitation into a new life-God's life-through Jesus Christ, and that life begins now. When we make a decision to join Him, we are committing our entire life to His work and His ways. It is, of course, a wonderful benefit that we are able to continue that life even after our physical bodies expire, but it would be closer to the truth to say that they purpose of this life is to practice for the next, and those who are merely waiting for the next life to begin may be a bit surprised when it does.
The second characteristic I would look for in a church would be the way in which they approach spiritual formation. It seems clear to me that spirituality is largely an individual endeavor; prayer, meditation, and intimacy with God are all private activities that are integral to one's own spiritual journey. In many churches, the accepted means of spiritual growth (or, one of my least favorite terms-"being fed") is large-group teaching from a pastor or teacher. While teaching is certainly important, and knowledge of scripture is the basis for all we are and do, the spiritual life is 20% knowledge and 80% behavior. What matters most is not information, but transformation. So, churches that are centered around the spoken word, the pulpit, or Bible teaching, are missing the most important element of the spiritual journey.
If we look at Jesus' own model of teaching, it is obvious that he spoke to large crowds, and taught about God's ways. However, the majority of his time was spent with his disciples, living the lesson, inviting others to "come and see." A true Biblical model of teaching for life change would be 20% words and 80% living. Companions for the journey, mentors and encouragers, as well as small groups for discussion and "processing" would all be part of a church that followed this model. The idea that we can listen to a 40-minute exposition of one Biblical idea per week and be effective in God's Kingdom is...well...silly. And churches that claim to know the importance of the individual's inward journey and outward journey, yet do not show evidence of that in their structure and programming just don't make sense.
What you would see in a church that approaches spiritual formation in this way might look strangely similar to an AA meeting. "Hi, my name is Duane and I'm a sinner." Most churches are places where people have to hide their sin. And when I say sin, I'm not necessarily talking about big, hairy, nasty sins. I'm talking about the fact that you haven't opened your Bible or prayed in a month. Or, that you saw a person with a need you could meet, but instead of helping you chickened out. A real church would be a place to come and work through these issues with people who are right in the middle of it with you. Imperfect people helping other imperfect people become less imperfect.
One final component of this approach to spiritual formation would be the reliance on what I would call "non-cognitive" spiritual disciplines. I believe that we need to re-connect with the truly spiritual side of our being. Studying the Bible, praying through lists of prayer requests, and serving in some kind of ministry work are all important, but they are essentially cognitive activities that do not force us to rely on the Spirit in us. We tend to be scared of meditation, silence, solitude, and contemplation because we can't control them and there is no tangible outcome. But the only way to be connected to God as a spiritual being is to spend time in the spiritual realm. Churches that do this might all look different, but it would be evident in their structure, teaching, and most of all, their people. It is likely that, looking from the outside in, one would be able to clearly see the Holy Spirit at work.
The last component I am looking for in a church is some kind of connection to the poor and marginalized in the world. It amazes me how many Christians and churches can rationalize their way out of Jesus' teachings about the poor. It seems pretty clear in scripture that one of the most important things we are to do as followers of Jesus is to help the poor, the sick, the hungry, and imprisoned (see Matthew 25:31-46).

Many churches will claim a connection to these groups of marginalized people and point to their budgets as evidence. What I would like to see is a church with a real blood, sweat, and tears connection to the most despised people in our world, and not just financial contributions.

Living in America, this is hard to do. After all, being an American automatically places you in the top 5% of wealthy people in the world, so we don't see the poor and needy very often. It is easy to see how in the early part of the 20th Century our concept of missions was largely about sending others to far away places that were difficult to get to and supporting them with our dollars. However, in today's global economy and culture that makes it possible to click a mouse and buy a cow for a whole village (www.heifer.org), there is little justification for this distant approach as our only work with the poor. There are plenty of people in our world (and our country, for that matter) who need our help. Food, clothing, shelter, medicine, and justice are not enjoyed by everyone in the world, yet I am sure Jesus would ask us to make sure they were.
With the exception of churches that put catchy slogans on their marquis sign, it is difficult to know much about a particular church at first glance. Most of these issues take a bit of investigation to uncover, and therefore I will ultimately have to immerse myself in a church community to discover if it lives up to my expectations.
The problem I have, really, is not that churches like I have described do not exist. I am fairly certain that they might. The problem is that I am not ready for one. I understand the kind of commitment required in a church like this. I understand the level of intimacy necessary in a community that has these attributes. And, I am well aware that a church like this would completely change my whole life. The hardest part of answering the question, "Why aren't you going to church," is explaining the things I have attempted to explain here. The easy answer is simply to say, "I'm not ready." Either way, I'm telling the truth.
 

"What you would see in a church that approaches spiritual formation in this way might look strangely similar to an AA meeting." 
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One final component of this approach to spiritual formation would be the reliance on what I would call "non-cognitive" spiritual disciplines."
"The last component I am looking for in a church is some kind of connection to the poor and marginalized in the world."

Contemplative
Candles aren't just cool. They are not used simply as an atmosphere trick to attract tattooed, flannel-clad bohemians. The fact is that contemplative spirituality will play a huge part in the Church of the future, and candles are just the beginning. More and more Christ-followers want to connect with something mysterious, something bigger than themselves. Canned sermons with PowerPoint and pre-packaged curricula won't work. We don't want our coffee mugs, pens, and doormats stenciled with various acronyms or obscure Old Testament prayers. What we do want is an opportunity to experience the mysterious and transcendent God that has been hidden from us. Many people are rediscovering ancient disciplines and practices that have been around for centuries, such as centering prayer and fasting. Movements like Thomas Keating's Contemplative Outreach are becoming well-known and popular. Liturgy is making a comeback, even in the most conservative evangelical churches. The overall bottom line is that this connection with the mysterious has a strange, unifying effect. To know that someone else in the world is praying the same liturgy as you makes you feel connected to something bigger. And, after all, it's time to make God bigger than ourselves again.

Contemplative Spirituality: A belief system that uses ancient mystical practices to induce altered states of consciousness (the silence) and is rooted in mysticism and the occult but is often wrapped in Christian terminology. The premise of contemplative spirituality is pantheistic (God is all) and panentheistic (God is in all).
 

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GOD BLESS THE CHURCH
by Duane Cottrell

 Wouldn't you like to know what the Church will look like in 100 years? I sure wish I was able to see the future, but unfortunately no one I know has an accurately functioning crystal ball, and my Magic 8 Ball only says, "wait and see." On the other hand, I've spent the past half-decade pouring my guts into reinventing and rediscovering Church, so I do have a few ideas of my own. Admittedly, it's unlike me to climb up on a soapbox and shout, but this year I'm giving up tact for Lent. If what I have to say seems negative or bitter, please bear with me. I'm not trying to be another critical voice - we all know there are plenty of those already out there. The truth is that I love the Church. I believe in the Church. I am passionate about what the Church can become. And that is why I have to say what I have to say. I've worked too hard and sacrificed too much to let what I have learned go unheard. In the end, there should be a clear picture of what I have gotten a taste of in the past few years. Honestly, I don't know how to create a church like this - I already tried and it didn't work. I don't know how to change a church into this. I don't even know how to lead a church like this. I really don't know much at all, but I'm generous enough to share what I know with you, so here is my personal manifesto on what the Church of the future will be like.

 Ecumenical  The Church of the future will be ecumenical. Labels just won't work. A denomination is simply a label that advertises what unique scriptural interpretations and doctrines a particular expression of Christ's body adheres to, and frankly, no one cares anymore. At least, no one outside of those denominations. The next generation won't commit to a denomination; they won't care about creeds or affirmations. What will be important are the basic tenants of Christianity, and that would be worth committing to. A slight move in this direction has been the rise of so-called "non-denominational" churches. But, as many have joked, it may not be long before there is a denomination to govern all those "non-denominational" churches. The reason this won't hold up much longer is because joining a non-denominational church requires you to "renounce" your denomination, in a way. If I grew up in an Episcopal church, I can no longer call myself Episcopalian if I join a non-denominational church. People need to embrace their history and their heritage as part of their own story. In an ecumenical community, individuals can retain their unique denominational heritage (even if they aren't even sure what it may mean doctrinally), and join together in unity with other Christ followers. "In essentials, unity; in non-essentials, liberty; in all things, charity."

 Contemplative  Candles aren't just cool. They are not used simply as an atmosphere trick to attract tattooed, flannel-clad bohemians. The fact is that contemplative spirituality will play a huge part in the Church of the future, and candles are just the beginning. More and more Christ-followers want to connect with something mysterious, something bigger than themselves. Canned sermons with PowerPoint and pre-packaged curricula won't work. We don't want our coffee mugs, pens, and doormats stenciled with various acronyms or obscure Old Testament prayers. What we do want is an opportunity to experience the mysterious and transcendent God that has been hidden from us. Many people are rediscovering ancient disciplines and practices that have been around for centuries, such as centering prayer and fasting. Movements like Thomas Keating's Contemplative Outreach are becoming well-known and popular. Liturgy is making a comeback, even in the most conservative evangelical churches. The overall bottom line is that this connection with the mysterious has a strange, unifying effect. To know that someone else in the world is praying the same liturgy as you makes you feel connected to something bigger. And, after all, it's time to make God bigger than ourselves again.

 Missional  The future Church will be missional. I hesitate to use that word, because it sounds too much like "missions," which in my background means a special offering a couple of times a year, and a speaker who is home on furlough with a slide show that will make you cry while reaching for your checkbook. But that's not exactly what it means. The next Church will be about people discovering, and living, their own call. For too long, Christ-followers have relied on the "paid professionals" to do the work God has been calling them to do. There are poor and hungry people out there who need the hand of Jesus, and there are lost people out there who need to know about the love of Christ. If the Church is going to get anywhere, the more liberal mainline denominations need to discover world missions and evangelism (read, "missionary sending"), and the more conservative evangelical denominations need to discover social justice and the poor and marginalized at their own front door. Jesus was always about meeting the needs of the people we continually ignore, and that has to stop. But it means that individuals have to be taught about their call. First of all, they need to know that they have been called by God (yes, every believer has been). Second, they need to be empowered to follow that call. That means realizing we don't deserve to be called "saints" and "children" if we don't make Christ our primary vocation. Spend 40 hours making money someplace else, but make his Kingdom your primary concern. That's our Biblical mandate. Church isn't a hobby or pastime, it's a way of life - living for God's Kingdom. Churches need to stop perpetuating the idea that "call" is for paid ministers and missionaries who are somehow more holy than the rest of us. We have all got the same commission from Christ to play our part in his Kingdom, making our piece of hell a little more like heaven.

 Community  If any one concept has gotten overkill lately, it is community. Little is left to be said about community except that no one knows what it is. We all try to explain it and define it and even create it, but it defies us all. Community is what you call it when people who share their lives are willing to lay down their lives for one another. It is not a common interest, or hobby, or lifestyle. It has nothing to do with social relationships or even getting along with other people in a group. It is definitely not about affinity-based small group Bible studies that meet in a living room on a weeknight. Community is more than all those things; it is each member playing a vital part in an unfolding human story. It is people genuinely caring about one another. It is people loaning their money and possessions to one another. It is people working together sacrificially toward a common mission or purpose. It is about being open, honest and vulnerable with your deepest soul. Christian community is not closed; it is open to every race, lifestyle, and age (yes, it is multigenerational). It cannot be faked. It cannot be created or forced. It can only blossom where the conditions are right. But when it does, you'll know it. I've only tasted it once or twice, but I've never forgotten. Church is supposed to be all those things. Church is supposed to be a group of people who are your family, your blood, and your life. It is supposed to be the beginning and end of who you are and what you are about. It is supposed to be a place where you can be accepted for who you are, without having to hide your sin. Honestly, I haven't been in too many churches that act this way, or inspire me to act this way. But I am convinced that it is possible, only because I believe in Christ and his Spirit, and I am convinced that it is going to be the way of the next Church.

 Small  I realize this goes against 30 years of church growth theory and strategy. In fact, this goes against everything I believed for my entire life about Church. The Church of the future will be small. The megachurch will not be around much longer. I say this with a few conditions. When I say "small," I mean small like Acts...small like the First Century Church. We know the church in Jerusalem started with over 3,000 people - a megachurch by any definition. But the true church was what happened in homes. It's pretty clear that Paul defined a "church" by the house at which it met. He also defined "church" by city, thus unifying all Christ-followers in that particular city. This is where ecumenicism, contemplation, and community come together. All the real nitty-gritty stuff takes place when we're face to face, knee to knee with other people who care about us in community. But, like the church in Jerusalem, we are unified by worshipping together as one body of Christ-followers. Does this mean churches will be a couple of dozen people in a home, and once a week hundreds of these churches gather in a stadium to worship as one big ecumenical family reunion? Maybe. Or maybe it means that "churches" will be less than 150 people who worship together, but live out their faith in smaller community groups. I really don't know. What I do know is that the community, intimacy, and mystery that is being demanded is very hard to come by in a megachurch...and I love megachurches.

 Commitment  I think I speak for millions of my contemporaries when I say I'm tired of hearing about lack of commitment. Many of the most committed people I know have been from a younger generation that has been labeled "non-committal" or "lazy." I say, give us something worth committing to and we will throw our entire lives into it. I've seen people commit to community, to the poor, to making a fortune, and countless other principles or endeavors. What people won't commit to, I think, are: institutions, jobs (companies), marriage relationships, and churches, among other things. Interestingly, all these things have a proven track record of breaking commitments to the very people accused of not committing. In the next Church, the only thing worth committing to will be Christ and his Kingdom. The Church of the future must understand that following Christ is nothing less than an all-encompassing, whole-life commitment, and it must be treated as such. If the Church can somehow manage to leave that commitment unadulterated, we will all see more commitment from the next generation of Christ-followers than any other in history.

 Formation  Everyone I know wants a spiritual director. The problem is, we can't find any. Most people don't even know what they are, and are afraid of a spooky, "new-age," boogeyman when they hear the term. The real hunger is for spiritual formation. No more discipleship training. No more "Intro to This or That" classes. Most of the emphasis in the Church has been on educating the mind. We teach theology. We teach a logical, methodical way to approach evangelism. We dissect the Bible into bite-sized memorize-able sound bytes. But what has been missing is the education of the heart. People I know are dying of hunger - spiritual hunger - and the ones that aren't too attached to Christianity are bolting for more spiritual seeming things like Buddhism, Islam or even Wicca. What we need is to have our hearts educated in the ways of Jesus. That is the basis of all spiritual formation: shaping your heart to be more like Christ's. And it comes through reflection, contemplation, sharing, reading, listening, and prayer. It comes through the spiritual disciplines that have been practiced by our Church Fathers for centuries. Writers like Dallas Willard, Richard Foster and Eugene Peterson are our Godfathers because they are giving us a taste of what the spiritual life can be like as a Christian. In the next Church, the word discipleship will have to drop from our vocabulary for a little while. In its place we will all talk about spiritual formation and spiritual direction. If not, expect a significant exodus to alternate means of spirituality. I hope I have not been too harsh. As I look back on my history and formation, I am in debt to so very many people. The Church - just as it is today - has equipped me, educated me, trained me, encouraged me, prayed for me, and nurtured me along. As I said before, I love the Church, and these things I have learned are coming from a passion to see the Church become the Bride she was meant to be. I am grateful to all the expressions of the Church that have taught me these lessons: Trinity Baptist, Saddleback, The Village, Westwood Baptist, Forest Hills Baptist, and The Church of the Saviour. To all of them, and to all of you, I express my deepest heart in saying, "God bless the Church."

 

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Ruined For The Old  by Duane Cottrell
March 2003

All of a sudden, everything made sense. It was one of those moments on the journey when things converge with kind of a cosmic jolt; where everything that didn't make sense finally does, and everything you thought made sense doesn't anymore. For me, it was the sum of three years working to plant a new church, coming from a conservative evangelical background in youth ministry through a bizarre faith journey across the country. Faced with the impending end of our ministry, and three years of hard work slipping away, I was confused and struggling.

Sitting in the library at the Festival Center in Washington, D.C., I was surrounded by the written wisdom from many years of faith and ministry. Familiar names like Henri Nouwen, Dietrich Bonhoeffer, C.S. Lewis and Thomas Merton adorned the spines of many aged volumes. Most names, however, were new to me-names such as Thomas Keating, Elizabeth O'Connor, Walter Bruggemann, Parker J. Palmer, and Jean Vanier. It was an exciting time, because in the midst of confusion and distress at the nearing end of our ministry, I had discovered something great: The Church of the Saviour.

I was initially drawn to the story of The Church of the Saviour in Washington, D.C. because of the remarkable similarity of its beginnings to those of my own ministry. A young man named Gordon Cosby set out 50 years earlier to reinvent the church for our time, and with a small band of committed believers had given birth to this remarkable ministry. For the first time, it felt that someone was on the same page of the same book I was reading, and I was ready for a conversation. So, sitting in the library of the Festival Center with my wife and six month old daughter, I had a conversation with the then 85-year-old Gordon Cosby.

There was a great deal of wisdom in that conversation, much of which I will touch on in the paragraphs that follow. But the pivotal moment came to me in a story Gordon told. Gordon's late brother, Beverly, had endeavored to begin a church in Lynchburg, Virginia modeled after Church of the Saviour. After years of hard work, the fledgling congregation small and struggling, Beverly said to his brother, "Gordon, I don't know what I am going to do. I'm ruined for the old, but don't know how to do the new." For some reason, in that moment everything came together. I didn't receive a vision or some grand revelation, nor did I gain any special insight to my struggles. In fact, I didn't even discover the slightest bit of clarity. What happened in that moment was simply that for the first time I understood and embraced the lack of clarity I had been experiencing.

Ruined for the old.
I had spent the past three years pouring all my effort into a new church - a new kind of church - and had been truly transformed. I discovered that church can be a place of true community. Not surface-level social interactions, or casual friendships based on affinity, but genuine togetherness in spirit. I hesitate to even write this because it sounds so fantastical, but I discovered that people who have little or nothing in common can come together in the name of Christ and truly love one another unconditionally, challenge one another to grow spiritually and emotionally, and give sacrificially of themselves to one another and to the group. I discovered that church is about mission, which is entirely different from missions. I was taught about missions as a child, which meant that we gave our money so that a few special, holy people could go to scary foreign places and do God's work. But the idea of mission is tied to the idea of call, both of which are revolutionary to the church today. I actually found that church can be a place where people hear God's call on their lives, and in doing so discover their own personal mission. I witnessed people who found extraordinary strength to do what seemed impossible with their lives simply because God had called them and given them a passion they could not quench. I discovered that church can be a place of spiritual formation, where lives are changed at their most basic level to follow the radical, alternative lifestyle of Jesus. This was not simply integrating a few Biblical principles into a life already based on a Judeo-Christian value system. This was a complete reinvention of the way life was to be lived and experienced. For the first time, church was about being the Kingdom of God. These things were so radical, so revolutionary to me there was no turning back. I had discovered just a taste of what the Church was meant to be, and I could never go back to the old.

Don't know how to do the new.
That was the problem. I had this grand idea, this taste of what could be, but it had simply never come to fruition. For three years, I labored to reach people, mainly young people, with this new idea of church. I had a few faithful companions on the journey who were as committed to these ideas as I, but we discovered that for the most part people simply weren't interested in a radical, alternative life of following the high commitment to Christ. Most of the newness we saw in church was simply repackaging the old with a user-friendly exterior, making church accessible to the masses through contemporary music, relevant messages, casual dress, and everyday language. We started our journey here, and it was critical to do so. But over the months and years, we found that there was even more that needed to be changed. As we experimented with community, spiritual formation, and call, we found a little taste of what could be, but mainly we found out how much we didn't know about how to make it happen. How do you create community? All we discovered was that you don't create community; community creates you. It just happens. And when it does, you don't even realize it until your life is different. We worked on going deeper in prayer and scripture, turning to the ancient disciplines and monastic traditions. Again, we found more we did not know. The more we tried, the more we realized we simply did not know how to make this new thing work.

I realize that my journey is nowhere near over. I have come through some very difficult terrain, but there is much more to come, both rewarding and challenging. In the paragraphs that follow, I am going to try to make some sense of where I have been, hoping it will point me to where I may be going. This is merely a record of my own personal journey, not some new theology or method or church growth principle. But if you're interested, you are invited-along with countless others-to journey with me.
 

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Pursuing God
By Duane Cottrell
July 2004



What's the difference between pursuing God and pursuing a better life? Are we set apart from non-believers by our life goals, or only by the fact that we ask God to help us achieve them?

I am convinced that we live in a culture that forces us to make God a "spare time" activity rather than our primary purpose in life. The three basic goals of American life are: get an education, get a job, and have a family. The majority of people's energy is spent pursuing those three things, and Christians are no exception. It is only after those three goals are in focus that we direct our resources toward pursuing God (those who are not Christians do the same thing, but instead of trying to become a better Christian they try to become a better fly-fisherman). But it is difficult to arrange your life around God and His Kingdom when you have already made major choices concerning your education, career, and family. Even when we begin our spiritual journey at a young age we are taught that only a few receive a calling from God regarding a career, and if we are not one of the "called" then we are free to choose any career we like, as long as we continue to pursue spiritual growth. No one tells us we will someday reach a point at which we can no longer grow spiritually unless we give God our whole lives.

The problem seems to be that we are not taught to see life through the eyes of God's Kingdom. God's Kingdom encompasses everything that is under His rule and reign, including here on Earth (as in, "Thy Kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven."). That means that those of us who profess Jesus as Lord live within His Kingdom, and therefore must view all things from that perspective. Jesus' prayer from Matthew 6 gives us a glimpse of the purpose of God's Kingdom-to come. How does God's kingdom come? It grows. Those who are not in it are invited to come in. Those who are in it are fed, clothed, comforted and healed. Love conquers hate, good conquers evil, and Jesus Christ is praised by everyone everywhere. So as participating members of the Kingdom of God, you and I have a specific role to fulfill in achieving this purpose.

What most of us have never realized is the size of our role-it literally must consume our life and become the reason we exist. It cannot simply be a spare-time activity done after we get home from our "real job." God's one and only concern is that his kingdom work gets done. Jesus said that his father was always at work, and his job was to do the work of his father. Jesus also said that his "food" was to do the will of God. And God wants his only concern to be ours, too. It's clear that we are to emulate Jesus in his pursuit of God's work. Jesus said, "Do not worry about what you will eat or drink, but seek first the Kingdom of God, and all these things (food, clothing, shelter, etc.) will be given to you." We have to take seriously everything He said, including, "sell all your possessions and give the money to the poor, then you can follow me," "he who seeks to save his life will lose it, but he who seeks to lose his life for my sake will find it," "deny yourself, take up your cross, and follow me," and, "anyone who does not hate his mother and father and brothers and sisters cannot be my disciple." These are powerful instructions that cannot possibly be carried out in just a few hours a week. Jesus is staking a claim on your whole life, and most of us have not handed it over.

Perhaps we need to learn to start asking God the simple question, "how can my life help your Kingdom come?" If our career and life's purpose do not specifically and directly impact God's Kingdom, then we need to rearrange everything. Instead of asking God to do things for us and work in our lives to answer our requests, we should be asking God to simply speak, and we should simply listen. In listening, we may hear God calling us to do our part
 

How tragic that we in this dark day have had our seeking done for us by our teachers. Everything is made to center upon the initial act of "accepting" Christ (a term, incidentally, which is not found in the Bible) and we are not expected thereafter to crave any further revelation of God to our souls. We have been snared in the coils of a spurious logic which insists that if we have found Him, we need no more seek Him...

In the midst of this great chill there are some, I rejoice to acknowledge, who will not be content with shallow logic. They will admit the force of the argument, and then turn away with tears to hunt some lonely place and pray, "O God, show me Thy Glory." They want to taste, to touch with their hearts, to see with their inner eyes the wonder that is God.

- A.W. Tozer, "The Pursuit of God"
 

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